HOMEWORK!!

i have one week to finish my homework.their still have 7 homework left to do...i open my FB and some of my fren had finish their homework,some of them have 3 more to go,and some of them has only one homework to  do...i hate doing my homework...still...this homework have to do with my PMR exam...so i must do it and finish iit orr i never get any mark in my PMR exam...X_X...

SCHOOL!!

well school is boring and many school works...i hate it but when my sis tell me that school life is better than work i change my mind....i always think negative now i think about positive...but all my teacher is angry and always push us around even we dont want to...i always tired when i in MRSM...but to chase my goal i must study hard..buttttt...if i study so hard,my brain will explode...

THE YEAR PAST AWAY

i'am a grown up now...there are people has a new life,some people do something stupid,some people lost their beloved one,and some of them are enjoying their life....the year had past away....i was a small kid now i am a big girls right now....and i even have a new niece...i always had my father beside me now he gone now...i luv him so much but god luv him than i do...my grandmother was healthy when i was a kid now she sick right now and no one want to take care of her...i feel sorry about my grandmother...and when i was a kid i always cried in the bathroom because they all keep bullying me now i am a tough girl now...they still bully me even i'm a grown up...but i'm a patient girls...so crying is useless but if is about fighting..ummmmm...i'm scared...i'm the youngest one so i have no right to mad at them...well that is my life..i cant do anything

Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan w/lyrics

C.N Blue - I'm A Loner MV (Korean + English Subs)

MY BELOVED FAMILY

i dont to blame my family because i luv them...they take care of me...i must be patient...i worry when my family fight each other...i'm really happy when i'm in MRSM....no fighting,no bullying,people doesn't mad at me...i like that!! but miss them too..that why i must be patient....i'm scared to tell my secret to my family even my mother...i tell my mother that to open my blog and read it by herself....I LUV THEM SO MUCH that why i learn to be strong and be patient...

BLAME

i always take all the blame...if people take something precious from me when i am gone and broke it...they all blame me when i get back..they said:"why you give him/her","you trust him/her to much,now look he/her broke your things","is your false for give it to him/her".......and i just said in my heart:'just shut up...i didn't give it to him/her because i believe in him/her....i leave it at my house and i didn't thought thet he/she take it from me without permission,i,m the youngest...if i dont want to giv it to him/her my things and all they say i'm such a greedy one!!".

friend...

i know i needed a fren...but if i think about fren..my heart filled with hatred...if i has no fren,iwill be lonely...if i have to many fren,i'm in trouble...many times i fight with my fren...but i will never keep a grudge to them...i care about them but...i'm always alone